Recently, I've started chatting with a girl, who's my ex girlfriend's friend, via Facebook. She's a very delightful young lady, though in a lot of ways incredibly different to the girls I normally am friends with.
For one, she has more mental conditions than me, which is rare and uncommon.
She also is very smart for her age (she's a few years younger than me)
But the biggest difference between me and this girl is, she is saving her self for marriage. I lost my virginity at age 14, and I regret it, but since then I regret only one time. Normally with me, a girl telling me that is basically an instant reaction for me to put her in the friend zone and never flirt with her. But for some reason, I can't stop thinking about her. Better yet, I've never actually met her, at the time of writing.
To add to the big mess, I'm moving interstate at the end of my tafe course to go to university, so I can't really date a girl down here for fear of hurting her by being so far away at the end of the year.
The cherry on top is that her friend (my ex) still knows me as the bad guy from all my previous stories. I recently changed after looking in the mirror for a long time and realizing I hated who I was. But almost no one knows that I'm different unless they hang around with me. So she has forbade me from hitting on her any more or asking her out.
So to summaries, she's different to any other girl I've ever liked, I'll be on the other side of the country at the end of the year, our mutual friend disproves and we've never met.
But yet I still like her. I guess watch this space.
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