Monday, August 9, 2010

Myself

I guess this is the beginning.
I don't know if anyone will ever read this, or care what I say. But for the purpose of this, I'll assume someone is going to read this.
I don't want to reveal much on here. Valentine's Shadow is obviously not my real name. It's fake, because the subject I want to write about are subjects I'd rather no one knew it was me writting.
I guess all I can say right now is this.
I'm a guy. I'm a little tall, over weights slightly. neither ugly nor super attractive. If school marks have ever been anything to go off, I'm smarter than average. Scandinavian by heritage, shown completely by my body.
Here's the stuff most people won't say though.
I'm bisexual. I suffer from anxiety, depression, sleeping problems and have few people to talk to. I have been to many schools in my life, none have really suited me. I have been expelled once and close to expelled on two separate occasions, though whether all are my fault is another matter.
Through my life, I've had to endure my parent's breaking up, getting back together and breaking up again, alcoholism in my family, disownmeant by both my parent's side, apart from my mum's mum, one for something I couldn't control, one for something I choose. But those are different stories for another time.
I have been bullied my whole life, from even my first birthday if you want to go that far. Since I started breathing, it seems like there has always been someone either bigger, older, smarter or more confident than me. I guess thats a fact of life, but the fact that they see the need to abuse their power is something I don't think should be a fact of life.
I am Valentine's Shadow, and this is my story.

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